Rhytidiadelphus squarrosus
By Monika Lang
Lady with chronic massive assault of worms; age 64.
When I saw the Lady the first time in 1994 she was 40 years old and suffered from herpes in her eyes and massive recurrent assaults of worms, which started after her second pregnancy about ten years ago.
She had panic attacks and is afraid of being alone.
She is a teacher for handicapped children.
She feels somehow nervous, insecure and not much powerful but she learnt to fight hard. Specially for the rights of a minorities. She represents her colleagues in the teachers association (trade union). She is angry when people just get more money fort he same job because of their title and not fort he quality of their work.
Her history is very sad. After she was born as an illegitimate child she was given immediately in an orphanage. There she staid for about three years and was very retarded in her development. After this years she was adopted by a couple. With about 5 to 7 her father started to abuse her. Also her grandfather was assaulting her. But she can’t really remember.
Before she started the homeopathic treatment she had done a psychotherapy for two years. Still she has a massive problem to be exposed. (ausgeliefert).
„I have to face it and cannot do anything about it.“ All things which come from behind are awfully dangerous.
I started with Ignatia and after a year the Herpes was mainly gone and disappeared after Ignatia 1000. Although I changed to Staphysagria and finally to Spigelia but the worms again reappeared after a while.
It was always fine for some month or even a year. With Spigelia the high blood pressure went down. And she started questioning herself „when and how was the sexual abuse? Where and when was I again without any value.“.
After ca 10 Years she changed to a good friend and colleague of mine.
And it went on as before. All good chosen remedies helped her for a while.
Then, in 2016, when this collegaue attended the proving of Rhythydiadelphus squarrosum, the two of us knew immediately that this remedy is hers!
Specially the sentence ”and I survived it all“ was the triggering issue.
My colleague started immediately with the C3 in plussing method. Then we got a c12 and she changed to that.
The Lady first had a strong reaction and panic, but then she got in touch with her memories of the anal abuse! She remembered a sentence her father had always said.
“I can do what I want with you. I own you because I paid 136 Marks (The money for the adoption!) for you.
Now she understands, that the worms are connected to this theme. The sentence she found for herself was: I take or agree with my lack of ability in those moments“. Thereafter she had very high temperature for five days, then the worms were gone.
She now could and did work on all this awful things she now remembers clearly.
She went to the grave of her parents and got freedom.
Once in a while she has some worms. When she repeats the remedy in 30 or 200 they go away and after two years now her health and psychic condition is much much better.