Terminalia oblonga
Sense proving, Costa Rica, Costa Rica group.
(Max telling:) Max and F chose a plant, staying alone with it; then Jan gave us this one, it had to be done today; Max chose the hammock, felt relaxed, young; I. and M. felt uncomfortable; then Max went to the toilet; F. took his place, which was very unusual for F.
Everyone changed place; Max was on the high chair, leader of the group; F. looked young in the hammock; everything seemed easy; just I. felt oppressed; talk about Tsunami/earthquake - even in yourself, not necessarily outside.
F. admitted having thought about leaving the group, maybe taking the bowl with him. But he stayed. Telling the group about it, I and Maria felt hurt. And proud about F. having had these thoughts and sharing them.
Then the scene became nice, Maria, Isabel and Max began to feel greatness. Max had grown up, was in charge, talking more than usual. Suppression of own greatness seemed to be the problem. Solution was there, but only C1, so what to come? Excited about personal greatness.
When F said, this is not the problem, the others refused to go into it. Jan came, and I and Maria were annoyed by Jan's and F' talk.
F insisted on looking for the problem. While F triturated, Max took the time; pushing the button he said: “Es ist vorbei.” This sentence hit F, he felt this sentence was the clue to see the problem. Going into it, “First love” came to F' mind: you enter this relationship stage 1, without thinking, just impulsively, and when your love says it's over, you are left with nothing. It kills you or you feel like killing. Anyway, you feel your life is over. This was a match for everyone in the group.
In a broader perspective, the remedy could fit someone who has some beers, a lot of fun, then drives a car, and wham! hits someone. Again, it's over, damage done, all broken, can never be fixed again. Shock remedy?
654.16.15
Jan: spontaneously giving everything - betrayed - over
can also be for the person who betrays
(DD Terminalia catappa: there was much more guilt envolved, which had to be forgiven: Tree of forgiveness.)