Mind
Idea of the ideal love, for ever and always, a sparkling ideal but it has failed.
Girl, 15, has no father, is angry because he left and does not support her.
Despair, asking herself how things could have gone wrong.
Pumping oneself up to persist but it is unnatural and thus fails.
General
Sensation: narrowing in waves, pumping.
Body
General: androgenic; cancer.
Nervous: aarcotic.
Head: pulsating pain in temples, cramping; arteritis temporalis.
Lungs: asthma, contracting in trachea and larynx; dry cough.
Heart: thrombosis.
Back: backache, lumbar, kidney; < labour.