Podocarpus elongatus
Meditation proving, C200, 13-07-2013.
Mind
On the edge of a fight, because one wants to be right.
Irritated, anger, strained.
Nagging.
Narrow-minded, opinionated, strict, stubborn, inflexible.
Someone defies its own weakness by sliding it into the other's shoes.
Know-it-all.
War and peace.
War is caused by transmission of human weakness.
Yellowwood - medicinal plant for peacekeeping.
Shamanic plants, rituals, drums.
Procession with a crucifix in front.
Church, big and imposing - inside empty and cold.
Anger, impatience, that's all nonsense, that does not work.
Large, vigourous, spreading, outward-oriented growth, strong.
Inside empty and hollow.
Man good-natured, jovial, generous gesture with open arms, generous in his way - but it must run according to his rules - then you can have all of him.
Orthodox religion, my rules, then you are children of God.
Drums are built from this wood.
Association: drumming to loosen frozen emotions, to get into another state of consciousness; in trance to overcome the narrow limits of ones mind, to widen the limits of ones perception.
Feeling of fire.
Body
Pressure in the frontal sinus.
Pressure on the third eye.
Itching of the skin.
Itching of the nipples.
Introduction
A man who gives his stubborn and unyielding beliefs for the better.
He wants to convince himself ultimately, that he is right with what he knows. It is an expression of a strict and rigid upbringing, where one has to know exactly what is right or wrong and can not learn from mistakes. This type of education gives rise to an inner insecurity, emptiness, brittleness, that must be masked by self-righteousness, ideology, dogma and rigid positions. One is not sure inside about ones position, but that is why one has to be even more opinionated.