16.3 Hyphaene Compressa
Trituration proving 17-03-2011, Lamu.
Provers: Prover 2, Prover 7, Prover 13.
Trituration of leaves, fruit, heart, wood.
We lost Prover 15 for fetching material from the tree.
We thought plenty of them but we had to look for an adult one.
We walked 500 m and found a huge one with 5 or 8 trunks.
Within the crown many fruits of different stages.
We were very aware of first asking permission after yesterday we did not get contact with the dolphins.
We started a real investigation. Twigs of the leaves like gnaws. With teeth as of a shark, swordfish or even a dolphin.
The trunk consist of the rest of old leaves folded over each other forming very stiff, grey trunks.
Growing out of one centre taking a great oval shaped area.
The half were masculine branches (no fruit).
The other half did wear the fruits of all stages.
Prover 2 had 2 small wounds of the twigs.
I said: now we are brothers.
We both took fruits in 3 colours and a cut off one twig. We also took an empty barrier of the fruits.
Striking: very different forms of growing solitary or in groups out of one centre. Some high, some keep relatively low, some abundant, luxurious, others old and grey.
We found Prover 13 back upstairs in the meeting square. She was wearing a twig in her hair with 3 very green small fruits. She was watching the roof (lying very calmly).
Start C1
The beginning was very calmly, gentle and servant to each other.
Very caring, with a strong feeling of being together.
Prover 2 and Prover 7 were talking about the way we had been investigating the tree.
Prover 7 out of thinking rational.
Prover 2: out of feeling.
That did not bring us together.
Then Prover 13 was lying down in a very appealing and sensual posture. Which we did not see at all.
So we also did not react on it. That was somehow very shocking for Prover 13.
She verbalized this to us and really did not understand what was happening.
And then Prover 10 and Prover 19 came with a Kenyan homeopath, we shook hands and he was joining our group.
Prover 7 explained him he could observe the process. I asked him to take more distance, he got a phone call, but for Prover 13 it was unacceptable and she ran away to the beach.
Prover 2 suggested him going after Prover 13 which was also his plan.
Prover 7 runs after her and I was trying to convince her to go on with the proving.
For example because she by herself had already said that it would bring a big chance.
It was not easy to persuade her. She went on walking away from the pool to the sea and I tried everything.
Prover 7 holds her hand and arm and talked.
He lays an arm over her shoulder.
He looked deep in her eyes remembering her of her own big change.
She kept on complaining over all these men and all those old fashioned culture.
Then there was a moment that she opened up to me.
She was feeling that Prover 7 was seriously interested in her and in her deep wound he suggested.
We were standing on the beach in a tender caressing from both sides. Then she decided to come back and pick up the proving if Prover 7 could guarantee that the doctor was not also there.
We found another place and we went on. Prover 13 was telling us that her husband had been working for 50 years and absolutely had too little attention for her as a woman. He only had his profession, orthopedic surgeon and always his science.
Prover 2 and Prover 7 were discovering that we both have a sort of green and numb attitude towards (other) women. Prover 7 never plays with women and he never felt it as somebody fell in love with him.
With it we lost a sort of playful, joyful looking to and for the women.
The subservient element is very important for Prover 13.
Prover 7 said: this is a new light for me, "I never realized this before and it makes me eager to learn. Maybe you can learn me (or us)”.
But for Prover 7 it did not come to real chemistry between us. They were so calm and easy and understanding everything.
Prover 7 was missing playfulness, joy.
Prover 7 said: I want tot jump, to dance, to live.
But this is a "fallen asleep situation” so old, so grey, so boring.
In a try to wake them up Prover 7 challenged them to stand up to do some crazy things together. But that was absolutely not possible, Prover 13 refused to join Prover 7 and Prover 2 also refused.
So together we were alone. It felt very boring and too close, without inspiration.
Prover 7 told them his frustration that we never can come together somehow and that he was willing to leave the village if nothing is changing.
No space, no fun.
Prover 13: "It will not help anybody if you depart".
Prover 2: "It is endogenous (DNA), You will meet the same situation again and again. So it will never change". Prover 2 understood what they meant.
At the same time I found it horrible (gray).
Prover 13 was sitting there in her element, and she said: I’m lucky.
Prover 7 how can you be lucky alone and then somehow she felt his need.
She asked Prover 7: shall I hug you.
Prover 7 accepted her invitation and the I felt it was true.
They felt very soft and peaceful and warm together.