4.3 Plumeria obtusa
Trituration proving 13-3-2011, Lamu.
Provers: Prover 13, Prover 6, Prover 16, (Prover 17 Supervisor).
C1
Prover 13: taste bitter, stitches in left horn of occiput and behind the ear.
Restlessness, hot.
Prover 16: silence and concentration.
It must be a left sided remedy.
Difficult to find words.
Misunderstanding, what means, in which language.
Prover 6: Dutch ontvankelijk, English receptive, German empfindlich.
Prover 17 has a taste of bubbles, bitter.
No concentration, talking, we like disturbance and Prover 13 angry about.
Dreamy, lost in thoughts, relaxed.
Prover 16 wants to move about, Prover 6 goes swimming.
Prover 13 is impatient, wants to be ready, desire to run away, to sing, to dance.
Prover 6 lost the time, she feels contemplating and relaxed, but desire to move, stitching in right wrist.
Prover 17 has stitching in left arm.
Prover 10 arrives, we forget the time while talking about wellness and beauty.
Prover 6 left to the toilet.
Someone says, every thing is based on alchemy and the searching for gold.
Prover 17 has a problem with time and timing.
Now Prover 13 goes into the water.
Prover 16 goes to the toilet, later Prover 6, all are gone.
We don’t communicate much or nearly not at all with each other.
C2/1
Prover 13 shares her Bikini, a bit of sharing and helping, but the group separates again.
Prover 16 sleeps in the hanging bed.
We talk about tomorrow and Prover 6 leaves for swimming.
Prover 17 tries to make it better, talking about rules for the time management.
Prover 13 is in a hurry, a bit restless and goes than away to sleep.
The atmosphere is relaxed.
Prover 17 has to call for time to triturate, we are not really connected, they come to do what is to do and disappear again, and want to finish, but time is not going, as it stands still. We are very late
Prover 10 asks Prover 6 about her feelings:
Prover 6 says, it goes very deep, inside is a deep anger, it comes from very deep inside to the outside, with a feeling of "it is unnecessary to protect yourself”. There is a power which is the protection. It opens everything and you can’t show only the good side of yourself.
Deep growth.
Association: vulnerability.
Prover 17 "I feel not touched, not disturbed”.
Prover 16
Open, rejected, feeling of power, flexible, glad, happy feeling.
Grief comes to higher part in yourself, letting out (giving free) the qualities of yourself.
Prover 6 wants to be alone by herself.
Prover 17: "The longer I smell the flower, the more I get tears, crying. Someone has to look after them, her, me”.
Prover 16 is tired and goes to sleep.
Time doesn’t mean anything and we are irritated and thinking is impossible.
Time is like the flower in the water (pool) or sea.
Prover 6 separates from the group while triturating, she wants to sit close to the water.
But desire for love.
Prover 13 says; the remedy feels like: NO DUTY BUT BEAUTY.
Prover 16 walks around while diluting with desire to be alone, to move with fog in the head.
Prover 6 recognises everything.
Prover 17 wants to be responsible, but can not, makes mistakes with time and prescriptions.
C3
Prover 13 desire to sing.
We start laughing, misunderstanding, confusion.
Impatience.
We don’t like to be alone anymore, we sit together and talk, questioning each other about personal matters. We stay together and share the time.
Time passes quicker, but we are 1 hour later than we should (faults).
Than the last trituration starts and we are bored, because it takes so long.