11.9 Terbium sulphuricum case
Width 6, Depth 5, Cure 7, Duration 5
A homeopath radiates being able and having everything under control has an overweight problem. She feels irritated when she works too much. This happens frequently because she tends to keep pressing on with her work. She feels that she has to keep going in all levels: studies, business, relationships.
She has had four relationships, that all developed in the same pattern:
"1. I'm in love, and everything is OK. My partner is the most important thing.
2. At one moment some conflict occurred, usually banal, and after that the relationship could never be the same for me. I started to realize that my partner isn't so idealistic and I used to be disappointed. My main feeling in that fase is being neglected. I feel he doesn't love me any more, and I become sad and cry when I feel he can't understand what is my problem.
3. I decide it's enough, and break the relationship. It usually lasted for a few months, pushing and puling things (it's difficult to explain in foreign language), and when the whole thing is finished I feel free and light for some time.
4. After some time I start to feel lonely, and to cover that upwith working, studying, making ceramics, travelling..
When I broke my relationship last time, three years ago, I decided not to repeat that model, to be alone until being able to change that rigid point of view."
"I’m very enthusiastic, but once I’m on the top, I lose interest."
Follow up
Two months after Terbium sulphuricum, she noticed:
1. I lost 3 kg
2. My energy is more in balance. I used to work too much, and after that I was very tired and irritable. Now I know when to tell myself to stop and in the evening I’m not so tired.
3. I have more free time, even though I have more commitments than before, because of the homeopathic school, and I've started to go out and to meet friends.
4. I feel better in myself, and light, as I did in high school, without any worries.
5. My oldest symptom, intestinal cramp - came back for a while. I was very constipated when I was a little girl.
6. Daily life is more comfortable now.
The remedy helped me to be more aware of my expectations about relationship. I was thinking that the relationship must be 100%, but now I know this was childish. I think I'll be able now to have a mature relationship.
Did it have any connection with the complaints? I think so. I felt I was living just half of my life, the official part, while my private life suffered, and I covered it by business and homeopathy. (This is 50). I didn't know what was happening to me.
After the remedy all that came to the surface, and now it's easier to live with this. I feel lighter in myself, and I can go through dally life more easily."
Her quality of life was raised from 50 to 80.