633.65.13 Schoenocaulon officinale, Case
Man, 45, anxiety.
He is trembling in whole body from anxiety, with tingling in fingers and arms, with tension in head and cursing. He has a fear of dying, failing, ruining everything.
He is a spiritual seeker, followed a spiritual teacher for a long time, doing a lot of heavy, hard work. He is hard for himself, going on for long times. His problems started when his girlfriend told him the spiritual teacher was bad for him. He left the spiritual teacher but felt bad because he had left him for a woman.
Dream, as a child: of a black woman who was the emotional helper of his mother.
His mother had many miscarriages, could only be confronted by him.
Obsessive, has problems to stand in his own strength.
Analysis
Carbon series: fear of dying, failing, ruining; feeling bad; miscarriages.
Silicon series: ailments from following his girlfriend; black woman.
Liliales: spiritual seeker
Phase 6: left; felt bad; black woman.
Subphase 5: hard for himself, going on.
Stage 13: left the spiritual teacher but felt bad; this means he has left him half.