666.34.05 Campanula rapunculus, Case
Woman, 45, work problems.
She wants to move forward, become a homeopath.
âOthers see more in me than myself. My mother was always judging me, being a pagan because I did not want to go to church. She forced me to marry my first husband after we had sex. She was not happily married and once said to me: âthey should put people in hell who force others to marry someone they do not wantâ. She felt like a martyr, a victim. She liked children but did not want to be bothered by them. She sent her children to her brother during holidays. I had to defend my mother against my father. He was grumpy and insulting to my mother, especially when he lost his company and couldnât earn enough money for a good life. He was quite down to earth and said to me âstop your daydreamingâ. But I liked to be outside with him, to be daddyâs little girl.
I like to come to my full potential, to be a good homeopath, to merge spiritual and earthy things. I have two sides, a spiritual and analytical one. I have an aversion to people being too much up in the air, doing dowsing with everything.
At high school a doctor told me that becoming a doctor as a woman is only for lesbians.
I ended my first marriage because I wanted a more loving relationship. I had one child with him. His birth was very difficult, it was very painful and the cervix did not dilate very well. My second husband was the love of my life. I worked for him in his company, which I loved to do but he did not appreciate it very much, did not want to acknowledge my insights. I had put huge amounts of money in his firm. But when our marriage went wrong I did not get anything back. After that I have had a few different jobs but it has always been difficult to earn enough money. I would like to earn enough with homeopathy.
I want to be free, lead my own life, do things myself instead of helping a husband. I always did what I wanted. I like adventures, to explore. I want to share philosophical insights. But I am not a person to go to clubs. I feel alone, even having lots of acquaintances. I have much empathy with animals and the elderly.
When I was little, probably age 3 to 5, I spent hours and hours each day during the summer months for years digging in the ground looking to see what was in the centre of the earth.â
Plants: -> anemones, roses, orchids.
Sensitive to noise, high tones, music.
Fear: poverty.
Sensation: being alone but aversion clubhouses.
Spiritual, <- church, -> philosophy.
Sympathetic, likes to help people.
Desire to be free, doing things her own way.
Timid, other see more in me.
Labour: difficult, mother small pelvis, dilatation difficult, forceps; no breast feeding.
Impetigo as a baby.
Earaches, terrible pain, hot, miserable, < damp, < cold.
Mumps, measles.
Tonsillitis, tonsillectomy.
Meniscus torn, < accident.
Depressed, suicidal thoughts.
Sciatica, lame leg, numbness.
Weather: -> sun, <- grey, <- damp, < damp cold.
Time: < 3. 30 till 5. 30 pm.
Desire: chocolate, fish, crunchy.
Aversion: fat, meat, olives.
Food: < cheese.
Analysis
Carbon series: fear poverty; daddyâs little girl.
Silicon series: relationship problems.
Lanthanides: homeopath; philosophical; freedom; merging spiritual and earthy things.
Phase 3, Boron: timid; irresolution; like to be daddyâs little girl; cervix dilatation difficult.
Subphase 4, Carbon: looking for the essence of life
Stage 5: irresolution; 2 sides.
Follow up
âThere is a veil being slowly lifted. Within 15 minutes of taking it, it was as if smoke or a haze was clearing from my solar plexus and radiating out to a bigger and bigger area. I am becoming alive again; itâs as if I have been âdeadâ for years.
In the beginning I was pretty energetic, almost hyperactive. A week later I was feeling more at one with my self, not reaching out to others for definition, either for love or in my profession. I am who I am and I do what I do.
The two loves of my life have done me a great service by freeing me to be me. I am not a supporting shadow of someone else. I am free to be me and all I am able to be. I do this in love. My awareness is once again emerging. I have âknownâ all of this all along but have not been able to put my own words to it. The key for me is to make the connection between the factual and the Spiritual.
The need to be perfect or for perfection and the fear of doing something wrong are MUCH less. And, I can remember, this is a huge thing for me! Oh and by the way, I am now a homeopath: SMILEâ.
Five years later she is doing fine and has developed very well.